I remember the first time I ever masterbated, and how I came by it by accident, which since has had a hold on me like a drug. Something I cannot escape. It was a hot, humid night. I went to bed as an innocent 11 year old, unsuspecting of what i would uncover. Around 2am that night I climbed from my bed to open a window. And looked out, parallel to my window was another window of a neighbouring house, to which I saw my best friend Hannah, rubbing herself. I was filled with emotion, and was hooked watching her. About 5 minutes into staring, a sensation which no words could describe flooded my body. I felt incredible. All these sensations caused